I'm just laying down in my bed at 2am just pondering about my life and my fellow peers around me. Recently ive been really blessed to have people around me that are genuinely kind and have really encouraged me to become a better person. It's been really nice to actually see a sudden change in 2 of my closest friends who are really the ones being a better influence in my life than I am to them. It's truly encouraging the change they went through and I believe that they'll continue to walk on this right path. Also, Ive also been blessed through other various people's kindness which has benefitted me greatly and I cannot help but smile when I think about them.
It's weird though that things are going really well for me even though I'm not even close of being on track in life. The sermon from Sunday's service, yes I actually went to church and listened, made me realize that it is very possible that I could be benefiting from someone else's prayers or faith. This simply makes me realize how blessed I am to have family members constantly praying for me and showing me love.
I feel like what's going on is that I should be learning through my blessings and not through punishments because only blessings have been coming up this whole senior year. That humble appreciation I eventually want to be at may be the key to my path of getting a my life back together as a Christian and as a regular teenager overall.
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